Double trouble 😉

Double trouble 😉

When I told you I was letting you go,

I meant it. In all possible ways. I meant it with all my heart; I wanted you to be happy. I wanted you to be happy even if that means, you’ll have to be happy in someone else’s arms. I let you go because we knew to ourselves we couldn’t make each other happy anymore. The love and warmth we had and thought would be there forever was no longer there. It was gone.

I let you go despite the fact that I still loved you. I let you go because I still love you, but was no longer in love with you. I let you go because I knew you felt the same but was too scared to say it because you didn’t want me to hurt but little did you know, those unsaid feelings stung more than I thought it would.

It sucked to see you go; I hated it. I thought you were, at least in some sort of unimaginable way, would pull back. I thought you were going to stay. Half of my heart wanted you to stay because you make me happy but the other half was pushing you away, letting you go, because I no longer make you happy as much as I did before.

As we bid our final goodbyes, I hope you take with you all the happy and sad memories we had. I hope you remember that once before, someone cared and loved you so much. Take with you all the words that I told you whenever you’re feeling sad and hold on to it, repeat it in your head whenever you feel down. Take with you the warmth of my hugs whenever you feel like everyone’s going against you. Take with you the memories of me but find someone who will bring them up with you and be happy with that someone.

(Source: saandrita, via czareenlovestroy-deactivated201)

"The greatest gift you can give someone is the space to be his or herself, without the threat of you leaving." - Kai, Lessons in Life #39 (via psych-facts)

(via whimsicalalexa)

And she’s back

I lost my chance with you pero soon if papayagan mo ako, I’ll make it up to you for everything"

I confused. I know I told everybody who has asked me that if she comes back will I even consider giving her a chance that I won’t but now that she’s finally here, I find it difficult to push her away. I’m still in love with her, no doubt about that, but she knows how scared I am of letting her in again.

Friend: “Parang ikaw lang kasi pangsalo niya lagi. Iiwan ka niya para magkaron ng iba then pag wala na, ikaw na naman tapos repeat."

Hard to admit but she’s right.

"

I cannot begin to fathom
what the universe has done to you.

The universe treated you
like a well-loved book.
It has
dropped you in water,
scribbled in yellow crayon
on your pages;
dog-eared its
favorite chapters;
torn out its
favorite pages
to hang
on its walls;
shared it with friends;
ruined your
binding;
and
poured coffee
on your insides.

You are the kind of book
everyone spends hours
and hours
looking for
in a library;
you are made up of adventure
and romance;
and mystery;
and knowledge.

Everyone wants to read you;
the only problem
is that
you won’t
open up.

" - Flynn. By Liam Ward.  (via wild-spirit)

(Source: raggedstorytelling, via wild-spirit)

Finally have a photo with The @laramurallos! I look so wasted but what the hell, minsan lang ‘to!!! ❤🙈 (at Plaza Mayor)

Finally have a photo with The @laramurallos! I look so wasted but what the hell, minsan lang ‘to!!! ❤🙈 (at Plaza Mayor)

Going home at 2 in the morning because we enjoy each other’s company and not regretting that I have to wake up early for my 7am classes
New friends
Random notes and messages
“Would you like to go out with me?”
Dance competition in 5 days #DefendTheCrown #BakaMagTrend
Despite all the crying the past month, I finally realized that I have moved on
Removing toxic people in my life
Knowing that my mom is safe after her operation
A new addition to the family because my sister’s pregnant
C :)
It has been tough for me these past few months. From losing the only person I’ve ever loved so much to finding out that my mom needed to be operated to having my dad get mad at me because my sister got herself pregnant to a lot more, I’m actually thankful that I have The Happy List to remind me that I still have a lot of things to be thankful for!
  1. Going home at 2 in the morning because we enjoy each other’s company and not regretting that I have to wake up early for my 7am classes
  2. New friends
  3. Random notes and messages
  4. Would you like to go out with me?
  5. Dance competition in 5 days #DefendTheCrown #BakaMagTrend
  6. Despite all the crying the past month, I finally realized that I have moved on
  7. Removing toxic people in my life
  8. Knowing that my mom is safe after her operation
  9. A new addition to the family because my sister’s pregnant
  10. C :)

It has been tough for me these past few months. From losing the only person I’ve ever loved so much to finding out that my mom needed to be operated to having my dad get mad at me because my sister got herself pregnant to a lot more, I’m actually thankful that I have The Happy List to remind me that I still have a lot of things to be thankful for!

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